Sunday, June 03, 2007

This is not schizophrenia



Everyone has his own personality components , it is like you have different persons within you

And for me they don’t seem to get rest and let me have rest . . .


(G) for Guilty

It was my fault from the beginning I was living in peace . . I brought all that to myself

I hurt me and the people around me



(A) for Arrogant

I need no one , I used to tell the people what to do . . no one directs me .. I am intelligent

I am by myself and that’s better because no one is capable enough to be in control other than me . . .

Stand in my way & you will be the one to suffer



(N) for Needy

Tell me what I want to hear from you . .

Support me because I am floating ..

I am weaker than I appear to be


(I) for indifferent

Who cares . . .In the end it doesn’t even matter


(S) for smart

I will just leave the way to go . . and I will watch carefully and may be once I might be able

To take a perfect decision

..............................................................

it is not the matter of who is the right one . . and may seem to be obvious

it is the matter of which one will take control . . and this have nothing to do with being right or reasonable

...........................................................................................................................................

3laa

15 Comments:

  1. RANIA said...
    very good post..
    it touched me very much, you know i adore psychaitry..
    i agree 100% with u :
    it may seem to be obviousit is the matter of which one will take control . . and this have nothing to do with being right or reasonable
    really this is not schizophrenia..

    كل واحد فينا جواه مليون شخصية
    الطيب والشرير والوقح والذوق والخدوم والانتهازي والرومانسي والواقعي الخ
    كل شخصية منهم بتظهر في وقت معين
    بغض النظر اذا كان ده الوقت الصح أو هي دي الشخصية الصح
    وهو ده اللي بيقولوا عليه الشخص المناسب في الوقت المناسب أو في الوقت غير المناسب
    بس أنا أعتقد ان الواحد ميعرفش هو مين بالضبط من كل دول أو مين أكتر شخصية منهم اللي عايشة معاه أكتر وقت
    لأنه ما الانسان الا خليط من كل الشخصيات دي بنسب متفاوتة
    طبعا في شخصية هي اللي غالبة عليه طول الوقت
    بس ده ميمنعش باقي الشخصيات من الظهور في الوقت لمناسب أو غير المناسب
    وده ولا هو انفصام ولا ازدواجية
    دي طبيعة بشرية
    وهذا رأيي

    well done ya 3la2..
    DR_NIGHTWING said...
    yeh you are right

    well i hope to be the smart one all the time

    but the one in charge now is the guilty one

    and it seems the one to come is the arrogant one
    RANIA said...
    no you does not seem to be the arrogant, never ever in your whole life isa..
    i think the next may be (needy), i don't know why..
    it is just a thought..
    I hope you 2 be always the smart 1 every moment in your life..
    as you deserves the best..
    i am the 1st to leave my comment as usual..
    just kidding..
    DR_NIGHTWING said...
    will i don't want to be the needy one

    and discover that i am alone with no support in the time i need it


    and if you are gonna keep telling that you are the first to comment every time i am gonna kick you out

    - just kidding -
    samho0on said...
    على فكرة إنت متعب أوي يا علاء
    بصي يا رانيا
    i agree with u that alaa now is needy , for what? , i think he is the only one knowing that
    but i think he has wrong thought about being needy
    i think that being needy does not mean to need to hear something in particular but means to need advice not order about what is write , what is wrong , what is good & better & of course what is bad & worst .
    i see that alaa needs someone knows him very well to guide him finding the suitable identity
    finally i do not know why u think u r alone with no support, ur friends all around choose one ,anyone, & u will discover u r wrong for thinking that, we all here

    about feeling guilty , i believe that this feeling is useless if takes time longer that it must takes , any situation whatever the result +ve or -ve should takes its time & after that only the lessons lasts for ever

    about arrogant , actually it is a bad idea , u r so far to go down like that, the 1st one to lose & suffer will be yourself , u do not need any one to direct u , u need true advice
    DR_NIGHTWING said...
    well sameh . . you don't seem to get the idea . . but i also respect your opinion

    i said

    "is not the matter of who is the right one . . and may seem to be obviousit is the matter of which one will take control . . and this have nothing to do with being right or reasonable"

    as i said . . you don't seem to get the idea
    علاء said...
    ساعات باكون راجل صغير او طفل كبير
    طفل صغير او راجل كبير
    ساعات بافكر بمخ عيل
    و ساعات باكون راجل ملو هدومه
    و ساعات باكون ممل
    و ساعات باكون مرح و زي العسل
    ساعات باكون شيك
    و ساعات باكون متبهدل
    ساعات باكون طيب اوي
    و ساعات باكون لئيم
    ساعات باعرف اعبر عن اللي جوايا
    و ساعات باتلخبط و اخرف في الكلام

    هي دي شبزوفرينيا ؟
    LOJAIN said...
    U R MOODY

    and thts it

    i swear 2 God if u weren't 20 yrs old .. i would hav been sooooo damn sure tht u r sumone i perfectly know

    Regards:
    lojain :)
    DR_NIGHTWING said...
    و الله ياأخ علاء ماهو ده اللي بقوله
    لا يمكن ان يكون المرء على حال واحد دائماً و دي مش شيزوفرينيا

    ................................

    about you lojain

    everyone has his ups and downs
    you , him , her , me

    EVERYONE

    and there is no Moody kind of people

    in the fact all the people are Moody . .
    they are just even less moody or more moody than each other

    you sometimes wake up in the morning happy and sometimes not


    but what i am talking about here in the post is different patterns of thinking within the same person
    LOJAIN said...
    LISTEN TO ME

    U R JUST MOODY
    ده تشخيص عالى الدقة
    محدش يفهم فيه غيرى

    يالله تعالى كمان اسبوع خد الاشعة

    Regards:
    Lojain :)
    DR_NIGHTWING said...
    your opinion

    i've gotta respect it
    break said...
    nice post
    i agree with u
    i think it's concerned with my mood
    every day i have different feelings
    but there is a basic charachter 4 every one
    thanks
    FloNa said...
    عجبني جدا

    البوستات بتاعة حضرتك واقعية وشفافة بطريقة لذيذة

    :) :)
    Rania said...
    welcome back..
    never close your blog again..
    we are waiting for your new post unpatiently
    good luck
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